Thursday, 15 October 2009

耿耿于怀


我对很多事都很执着,很耿耿于怀,还会铭记在心中很久。

我耿耿于怀朋友A 变了。在一年里变了。
很想听到朋友A 亲口告诉我原因。
我真的不敢相信。希望这不是真的。

我更耿耿于怀于你对我不理不睬,对我的忽冷忽热。。。
我可很计酬的!

Thursday, 1 October 2009

Tuesdays With Morrie 相约星期二



据相约星期二,人与人的关系是没有固定公式的。

他需要双方用爱心去促成,给予双方以空间,了解彼此的愿望和需求,了解彼此能做些什么以及各自不同的生活。就如,你有过和某人在一起的美好时光,但你不再拥有这份感情了。

你想把他要回来。你从未想让他结束。

可这就是生活的一部分。

结束,重新开始,结束,重新开始。

也许这样, 意境会不同,态度不一样,思想变成熟,关系也更上一层楼。


你说是不是?

The end of week 1

Week 1 of my new semester is ended yesterday. In this new semester, I only have lecture on Monday to Wednesday and a scheduled lab session on Friday. That means my Thursday is off and Friday might be another free day if there is no lab! I am quite satisfied with the timetable as I have to drive to uni during this semester.

On this first week of semester, we have been told to choose the topic for our Research & Development project. Reading a 14 pages of pdf file has made me crazy. Topics given aren’t easy and I never heard most of them before. Luckily, we are given chances to find each project supervisor to discuss and find out more about the topics.

Besides that, there is another 100% coursework based module which is Chemical Eng. Lab. Arrangement of groups has been done and we have to get our lab partners together to meet our supervisor who is Dr. CHONG MF !! =( =( =(

I can feel that this semester is not going to be easy but BUSY! Anyway, yesterday night was ended up with a fool. 4 people who are in two countries managed to play the fool around. =D

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Here comes with my Msian flatmates in UK. I got this pic two months ago from Ann. Gee.. My hair was LONG !!~~

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Another happy day to everyone !



Sunday, 27 September 2009

一天 、一星期 、 一年

最近努力地在调整心情,所以读了几本书。然而,发现我对刘墉的书有很大的兴趣。

我发现我领悟不到‘舍’与‘得’的道理。我根本拿不起,也放不下。我做不到舍弃手上的,而只想紧紧地捉住。我明明知道你会好好照顾自己,明明比我更独立,比我更坚强,而我还不停地烦你 ,问东问西的。

我也知道这样会很烦。明明昨天不再有想打扰你的想法,可是今天又冒起来了。好像治不了根的病一样,不停的复发。很恐怖也很痛苦!

我太虚弱了。。。

Wednesday, 23 September 2009

Gee by Girls' Generation

Cute girls with nice songs =)

Tuesday, 25 August 2009

SCAS ?!

Suddenly, I have an urge to write this out.

I have to call up years ago. In the mid of 2007, I was in McD near Masjid Jamek LRT station with my friend, a lady approached us. She did introduce herself before he started to continue her story. She said that she is a volunteer from Spastic Children’s Association of Selangor (SCAS), and would like us to donate money to help those children. The lady persuaded us to donate 10 ringgits each and a car sticker will be given as a receipt as a proof. As we mentioned that we are students and we don’t have much money to do so. So, she suggested us to share for a car sticker. Finally, each of us donated 5 ringgits.

Following on 2008 year summer break, there was a company recruit some part timer workers for event. So, I went to the interview with two friends. A middle aged guy called himself as the manager conducted interview with us and told us how his company working. I remembered that he said his company help some brands to do roadside advertisement. For instance, they will do some survey with the people walking around in the shopping mall and give out some samples. BUT then, the manager said that currently there are currently helping an association to as people to donate money and the association is – Spastic Children’s Association of Selangor. I followed the workers there for an one-day-training session which the ‘training’ is actually teaching us how to ask people to donate money by following a small group of two people. LOL. Anyway, the manager has told us that his company JUST started to help this association, I wondered how come the workers there are speaking in a very very fluent manner in persuading people to donate money. Moreover, the identity card given out by the so called SCAS to workers as a pass to collect the donation is too simple where they used pen to write out their names on the card. There is NO any formal letter or official printed documents. I think I was cheated. Thus, I quit after the day.

One year later, 2009, when I came back from UK. I accidentally heard a DJ in radio discussing about how to identify those fraud in the city. If they are given right to collect money, there will be a formal letter with them, not a written or anything else.

Today, I met one of the girls who taught me how to ask people to donate money a year ago at LRT station. At first when she saw me, she gave me a friendly smile. So, I thought she recognise me. Unfortunately, she doesn’t. But, she asks me for the SCAS donation!! Aha..she used the same script as last year to ask me for donation, and, of course, she showed me her identity card and also the so-called official pass for SCAS volunteer which is same as a year ago. After I heard her introduction, I straight away told her that if I am interested, I will donate to the association. And so , she left and found another target in the station.

It’s so shame to Malaysians to change people’s kindness to a Barmecide feast. Should the government boost the people’s conscience instead of keep changing the language used to teach science and maths in secondary schools ?

*FYI, to know more about SCAS , you can visit http://www.scasft-my.com/index.htm

Monday, 3 August 2009

10 days at home

10 days away from UK. It was bored in KL as what my fren said I got no cash and no car. And, the worst case is I got less freedom. ==

I am so bored at home...can anyone rescue me ??????????????

Should I go for work for one and a half month ? By the way, what I want is INTERNSHIP !!